im full of mixed emotions . theres a part of me that really just wants to take you back and trust you when you say that youre really sorry and you never meant to hurt me but then i just keep thinking im being set up . and i need to stop feeling bad because im not the one who fucked up . YOU fucked up and YOU need to make it up to me. i dont even think you deserve me anymore . you really know how to fuck with my head don’t you .

Because there are girls out there who look gorgeous without even trying. When they wake up they look like angels. when I wake up, I look like I just got out of a war. Those photogenic girls who look good in every photo. When someone takes a photo of me, my face looks half retarded. They don’t even need to dress nicely an they’ll still look good. How they can capture your attention just by walking past. I want to be able to do that.

(via addictedtosomeone)